In the deepest solitude of my room, I sit in silence & pray…. I pray and sit

TURNS ON THE RADIO

As Jill Scott belts out phrases such as, “whenever your around, I think about making love, & I just wanna be loved,” I think of myself. I think about the direction my life is going in. Whichever it is, will your life be going in the same direction as mine, so that we can meet? Will out paths ever cross, or will I continue to consume myself with activities so that I don’t have to think about you. Whomever you are….

When will you be around? Will you and I make love? To be loved…..

This is what I long for

Believe me when I say that I have grown to love me more than anything. This way, when we do meet, I will be able to reciprocate it to you. I am deserving to all of the above.

See, I realize my own self worth.

In the deepest solitude of my room, I sit in silence & pray…. I pray and sit

Will this mystery person always be out of reach? Or when they are presented before me, will I even recognize that you are the one for me? Will you hold my hand & walk into the unknown with me? Will our worlds collide so that it can be our world, where we make our own rules? Will your smile make me melt? Will your eyes be kissed by the heavens & your voice touched by angels? Will our hearts beat as one, so that when you touch your chest, it’s as if you were touching mine?

In the deepest solitude of my room, I sit in silence & pray…. I pray and sit

kneels on the side of the bed, closes eyes, drops head in prayer

When you are brought into my life, you and I will intertwine ourselves with each othr. I will continue to sit in silence & pray. I will pray to fall in love with you everyday and remember that you are my heaven sent. I pray that I can hold you in my arms every night & run my hands across your face while you sleep. Leaning in to whisper in your ear, “I love you, always have, always will.” This way I know the last this you hear is the truth, that I’m always going to be here…with you. I pray that I can be the means behind your smile…. the melody in your heart.

I pray that you realize I don’t complete you, God has already done so. I can only add to a new begining. I pray that when you feel week, I can be your strength & vise versa. That in our world, your 50 + my 50 gives us 100%, everything else is just an added plus on both our parts. I pray that my prayer turns into our prayer.

So…..
To you, whomever you are, continue to pray as I will also.

Gets up from the side of the bed, looks up to GOD & thanks HIM in advance

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